my handsome precious man, my love , I miss you so very much it’s so hard starting and ending every day without you. Some days it hurts to even breath and others I don’t want to. God, help me I am still in disbelief , like my head knows but my heart don’t I keep hoping you will walk through our door. And bringing home your ashes didn’t even help my heart to accept that your gone. Our relationship wasn’t like any other we had such an amazing one we were best friends lovers there was no jealousy and we were both enough for each other we loved each other so much that spending every day and every hour together was so enjoyable the stories the laughs the cries everything there wasn’t anything we didn’t or couldn’t tell each other and the patience baby you definitely had that and that’s was just one out of so many things you did to show me just how much you loved me. You know people use to say we were weird cause we could be in a full heated arguement but if one of us had to go somewhere we always always kissed n said I love you no matter what. I just wish I would have known that was my last kiss i would have kissed you so much longer and said I love you a few more times even though we both know how much love we shared together. And you were such a proud papa to our grandkids you couldn’t wait till the boys were bigger cause you said that was the fun age so you could teach them to fish and ride bikes and play with RC trucks . well I well try to do what I can as far as teaching them but I know I will definitely tell them lots if stories about their papa shan.. I love you so much. GBNF… R.I.P. my love shannon you will be dearly missed and forever in my heart..

P.S
The Fischer’s Tammy & Vince, were abosultely awesome they made it all way easier then I assumed and they were very compassionate, understanding patient and real I have been to many funeral homes and i have never experienced this treatment or compassion usually you know your doing a business transaction but they didn’t make me feel that way at all.. Thank you so much for every thing Tammy & Vince..